Today is a damn freaking day , 
We were having a secondary school conference ,
I didn't speak up because I felt uncomfortable ,
I been satire just because I didn't speak up , 
and you guys don't want to hear when the moment I speak,
I had thought about it ,
It's fine...
I'll keep every thing in my heart and find my own way to solve it,
Do not think that you're very smart, 
I might tear you down in the next meeting!
Weak people doesn't have the right to speak ?
The number of students?
I admit that my teaching skills are still very weak now ,
and I know the students of yours are much more than mine,
but do not be cocky.
License ?
I always take my college time to arranged;
but,you all kept having the activities all of the sudden , 
and that makes me kept missed my classes.
I thought, 
if it's not you guys were being in my way,
I might had it already,
you don't have to mock me like this ,
I really can't arrange my time go exam now ,
I admit that myself was really failure,
but it doesn't mean that you can mock me the whole time,
Criticize me ?
Fuck !!
I already understand where is my weaknesses,
and now I know where to start ,
to be successful , 
I have to work harder x)